I wanted to make an entry about love is respect.
I've had plenty of abusive relationships..physical and mental abuse both.
Abuse is never ever okay, and it's never your fault.
I'm so tired of the victim getting attacked and blamed, especially for their own rape.
I don't know if I can ever go into this right now...
I just needed to get the word out. Here's some links if you want to check them out:
Link #1: www.loveisrespect.org (it's not just for youth)
Link #2: www.crisischat.org
I apologize that I don't have a better journal. I'm tired from work and I just can't deal with things right now..but I hope I can help someone.
Wednesday, July 27, 2016
Been on Hiatus
well, well, well here I am back again. I've been on hiatus for a really long time haven't I?
I've had a lot going on and I needed a break from here.
Why did I leave? because ppl kinda suck sometimes. Facebook really sucks sometimes.
I come back from hiatus and a "friend" of mine unfriends me. So I thought maybe she made a new account. Nope. So my friend messaged her (mutual friend did) and she tells my friend "we barely talk. She can get over it! lmao"
o.o
yeah okay right. Some friend huh? right. well, I explained to her that I had a lot going on in real life. I can't be on FB all the time. I really needed a break. And you know what's funny? I checked our previous messages and she's the one who hardly wrote back to me.
You know those people right? the ones who you send a message to and they just read it? but never reply?
ok so my first thought she was busy, she will reply later. nope she never did.
She never talked to me. and I even sent her a small gift before. That's funny she all of a sudden forgets that.
She's the kind of person that is a spoiled little bitch brat who gets whatever she wants.
She only is your friend if you have something to offer her. That kind.
Oh well bitch! I don't want to be your friend either, stupid cunt :)
Ok so besides that, what else? oh yeah.
You know fuck boys? yeahhh I don't have time for that shit.
I have a "friend" who's only your friend when he's bored. When he's single, he wants to be your friend. but communication has always sucked with him anyways.
No messages on kik, no messages on facebook or my phone. k fucker.
So yeah, anyways...
um
yeah I keep getting distracted.
He pissed me off because he wouldn't talk and then I log in facebook and surprise! he's dating some new chick named Rebecca. all righty then.
so I texted my wifey and told her and my bestie Skyler and they both said don't worry about it because he's a man whore anyways.
He's my ex and I'm really tired of guys who just take advantage of girls.
he's not a real friend.
speaking of real friends, I'm seriously tired of giving my 100% when someone won't even give me 5%. are you familiar with what's going on here? yeah.
I don't know what to do anymore. I have some pretty lousy "friends" they're not my real friends then.
I'm just too kind and I'm getting taken advantage of for that.
Talked to Josh last night which was nice. Angel messaged me tonight, haven't heard from her in ages. Uhh..lesse. Who else? um mmm mmmmmmm
idk
just to let you guys know, I really don't care if I'm typing like a 13 year old. I really don't care about that right now. I just need to let all kinds of feelings out of me.
I'm so stressed out.
I'm going to be seeing a new therapist because the one I'm seeing isn't helping me very much.
You know, I don't want to be my age and still worry about my friends online if they act like cunts to me. I've been using that word a lot lately, I never used to.
I wish I really didn't give a shit like Frank Garrett. (He's famous on Youtube)
Frank Garrett: "I don't give a shit! mother fucker, fuck you!"
I don't know why I care about people who don't care about me.
Why do I give a shit?
I don't know.
I can't post what I really feel on facebook. So you know what? I don't post a damn thing on mine! my personal life isn't on facebook. I post shit on my Twitter www.twitter.com/StarlinaHime
because I can and well, you people don't know me personally.
if you did, you'd know that my family is super religious and yeah they don't swear too much.
just tired of rules you know?
gkdnsg,dfnbkabdf b,fdmb
I can't get over how people can be such cunts online.
I have never attacked someone online. Not once.
I gave a girl a compliment on her art on Deviantart and she flipped off the handle.
Her character was darker looking, blood shot eyes, red pupil and red iris, black hair, white skin, a bloody knife, character standing in a pool of blood. I said "wow she looks really cool and evil."
And you know what?
She flipped shit on me and made this really long journal entry about how her characters aren't evil and blah blah blah.
....like..bitch, are you kidding me? I didn't mean it negatively.
She made that journal calling me out and some other people. Uh..some people are so awful seriously.
I didn't mean anything bad. So I sent her an apology.
No response.
All righty, well fuck you too ;)
I've had a lot going on and I needed a break from here.
Why did I leave? because ppl kinda suck sometimes. Facebook really sucks sometimes.
I come back from hiatus and a "friend" of mine unfriends me. So I thought maybe she made a new account. Nope. So my friend messaged her (mutual friend did) and she tells my friend "we barely talk. She can get over it! lmao"
o.o
yeah okay right. Some friend huh? right. well, I explained to her that I had a lot going on in real life. I can't be on FB all the time. I really needed a break. And you know what's funny? I checked our previous messages and she's the one who hardly wrote back to me.
You know those people right? the ones who you send a message to and they just read it? but never reply?
ok so my first thought she was busy, she will reply later. nope she never did.
She never talked to me. and I even sent her a small gift before. That's funny she all of a sudden forgets that.
She's the kind of person that is a spoiled little bitch brat who gets whatever she wants.
She only is your friend if you have something to offer her. That kind.
Oh well bitch! I don't want to be your friend either, stupid cunt :)
Ok so besides that, what else? oh yeah.
You know fuck boys? yeahhh I don't have time for that shit.
I have a "friend" who's only your friend when he's bored. When he's single, he wants to be your friend. but communication has always sucked with him anyways.
No messages on kik, no messages on facebook or my phone. k fucker.
So yeah, anyways...
um
yeah I keep getting distracted.
He pissed me off because he wouldn't talk and then I log in facebook and surprise! he's dating some new chick named Rebecca. all righty then.
so I texted my wifey and told her and my bestie Skyler and they both said don't worry about it because he's a man whore anyways.
He's my ex and I'm really tired of guys who just take advantage of girls.
he's not a real friend.
speaking of real friends, I'm seriously tired of giving my 100% when someone won't even give me 5%. are you familiar with what's going on here? yeah.
I don't know what to do anymore. I have some pretty lousy "friends" they're not my real friends then.
I'm just too kind and I'm getting taken advantage of for that.
Talked to Josh last night which was nice. Angel messaged me tonight, haven't heard from her in ages. Uhh..lesse. Who else? um mmm mmmmmmm
idk
just to let you guys know, I really don't care if I'm typing like a 13 year old. I really don't care about that right now. I just need to let all kinds of feelings out of me.
I'm so stressed out.
I'm going to be seeing a new therapist because the one I'm seeing isn't helping me very much.
You know, I don't want to be my age and still worry about my friends online if they act like cunts to me. I've been using that word a lot lately, I never used to.
I wish I really didn't give a shit like Frank Garrett. (He's famous on Youtube)
Frank Garrett: "I don't give a shit! mother fucker, fuck you!"
I don't know why I care about people who don't care about me.
Why do I give a shit?
I don't know.
I can't post what I really feel on facebook. So you know what? I don't post a damn thing on mine! my personal life isn't on facebook. I post shit on my Twitter www.twitter.com/StarlinaHime
because I can and well, you people don't know me personally.
if you did, you'd know that my family is super religious and yeah they don't swear too much.
just tired of rules you know?
gkdnsg,dfnbkabdf b,fdmb
I can't get over how people can be such cunts online.
I have never attacked someone online. Not once.
I gave a girl a compliment on her art on Deviantart and she flipped off the handle.
Her character was darker looking, blood shot eyes, red pupil and red iris, black hair, white skin, a bloody knife, character standing in a pool of blood. I said "wow she looks really cool and evil."
And you know what?
She flipped shit on me and made this really long journal entry about how her characters aren't evil and blah blah blah.
....like..bitch, are you kidding me? I didn't mean it negatively.
She made that journal calling me out and some other people. Uh..some people are so awful seriously.
I didn't mean anything bad. So I sent her an apology.
No response.
All righty, well fuck you too ;)
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