do you feel really tired all the time? going to bed tired, then waking up just as tired when you wake up? thats how i feel. i want to type more. i want to white about things and express im feeling sad but what would that do? we traded our childhood in for this? this is it??
sundays are always extremely sad.
im usually entertained with all ive got in life. but nope.
i have coke, which i think ill treat myself to can of good old coca cola. eh..
well, now what? anyone out there play neopets? ive spammed twitter for the night so far.
its difficult typing on this new keyboard it keeps going up and messing up my previous typing.
im tired...
i cant focus on watching this religious show on tv i cant concentrate on anything right now..ill get a drink and be back i guess
Sunday, March 26, 2017
Cookies notification in European Union countries
i dont know what this notice means...so im going to type it here for all you people over in Europe reading this. i guess it means for all you people in Europe, when visiting this site, it has cookies or something like that..i dont understand it. but i wanted to let you all know. which i dont understand it anyways..
Life in general
Well I suppose that I should update this more. i dont care about any mispellings or anything because im typing on a new laptop. The only good thing in my life right now is my boyfriend. Everything else seems to be falling apart. I don't understand why it always has to be me to text people first.
Why always do I have to?
if i dont text first, then we wont ever talk again. im so sick of people i really am. i dont know..
im feeling sad and lonely today.
esepcially the bullshit my friend from college said distance is an issue to hangout when he literally lives 30 mins out of town and i live 30 mins out of town ina different direction. he said we cant hang out bc he doesnt have a car. but...he could take the bus right?????? nope he always makes excuses
whatever i guess. idk.
im not sure what to talk about right now. im feeling pretty down in the dumps.
Why always do I have to?
if i dont text first, then we wont ever talk again. im so sick of people i really am. i dont know..
im feeling sad and lonely today.
esepcially the bullshit my friend from college said distance is an issue to hangout when he literally lives 30 mins out of town and i live 30 mins out of town ina different direction. he said we cant hang out bc he doesnt have a car. but...he could take the bus right?????? nope he always makes excuses
whatever i guess. idk.
im not sure what to talk about right now. im feeling pretty down in the dumps.
Monday, March 6, 2017
Happy Monday lol
Well I decided not to write again last night. By the time I got my laptop on and going, it went extremely slow then I didn't feel like going on here and blabbing my thoughts.
Today I had a hell of a time waking up this morning. I'm just so exhausted and I don't have any energy. I don't even have a few dollars to get a Red Bull this morning. lol
I'm lazy and tired af. It's one of those days.
Well, I have time to get on the stationary bike before work so I think I'll do that and see if it puts any energy into me. I'm not sure why I feel this way today. I feel groggy or something...brain fog?
Anyways, I hope you all have a happy monday and have a decent day.
zzzzzzzzz
Today I had a hell of a time waking up this morning. I'm just so exhausted and I don't have any energy. I don't even have a few dollars to get a Red Bull this morning. lol
I'm lazy and tired af. It's one of those days.
Well, I have time to get on the stationary bike before work so I think I'll do that and see if it puts any energy into me. I'm not sure why I feel this way today. I feel groggy or something...brain fog?
Anyways, I hope you all have a happy monday and have a decent day.
zzzzzzzzz
Sunday, March 5, 2017
Ever feel alone?
do you ever feel so alone?
Your only company is cats & TV? When you're not working I mean.
Your only real friends are online & they can't talk?
I need some sort of love in my life.
Oh and going to James' house didn't happen.
A deer hit my car and smashed the driver's side window and side door.
So I thought I should throw that out there.
I logged in Skype and only 2 people were on. Someone I don't know, and someone who rarely uses it.
Online and shit seems just so lonely and devoid of emotion anymore.
I don't get that "rush" about getting online anymore.
There's no more "mysteries" there's no more sleepless nights wondering what the world holds out there..
Is this all in life?
I have not a single sleepless night anymore.
I remember laying awake when I was younger in high school especially thinking "hm what kind of awesome job will I get after graduating?"
I was so excited what things in life I'd have like a job and a lover and maybe even marriage.
Unfortunately those good things aren't in the cards for me.
Most people my age already have kids, and are engaged or married by now.
I'm only in my 20's and life feels like there's no more excitement.
I remember when I was a kid, I saw people getting married & I thought I'd be getting married too.
Of course I always wanted to go to college in England and that never happened.
Actually this is too much to type on my phone so I'll get on the laptop.
Prepare to read my thoughts.
Thanks.
Your friend,
Mickey
Your only company is cats & TV? When you're not working I mean.
Your only real friends are online & they can't talk?
I need some sort of love in my life.
Oh and going to James' house didn't happen.
A deer hit my car and smashed the driver's side window and side door.
So I thought I should throw that out there.
I logged in Skype and only 2 people were on. Someone I don't know, and someone who rarely uses it.
Online and shit seems just so lonely and devoid of emotion anymore.
I don't get that "rush" about getting online anymore.
There's no more "mysteries" there's no more sleepless nights wondering what the world holds out there..
Is this all in life?
I have not a single sleepless night anymore.
I remember laying awake when I was younger in high school especially thinking "hm what kind of awesome job will I get after graduating?"
I was so excited what things in life I'd have like a job and a lover and maybe even marriage.
Unfortunately those good things aren't in the cards for me.
Most people my age already have kids, and are engaged or married by now.
I'm only in my 20's and life feels like there's no more excitement.
I remember when I was a kid, I saw people getting married & I thought I'd be getting married too.
Of course I always wanted to go to college in England and that never happened.
Actually this is too much to type on my phone so I'll get on the laptop.
Prepare to read my thoughts.
Thanks.
Your friend,
Mickey
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