wow so you guys thought I died or something? I'm still here. i just dont write much anymore. not sure why. ah ok so anything new here? i guess im not with my ex dave/paddy anymore since he disappeared on me again. i was going through things too i know, but he knew the reasons. especially people with chronic pain like me. sometimes its hard not to yell at people..if that makes sense. every single thing irritates you when youre in pain all the time.
so i have no idea where he is or anything. he doesnt check whatsapp anymore, and couldnt find him on twitter so im just kind of there i guess. no idea.
a friend decided to be a cunt today so i blocked him on fb and on texting. i seriously hate fb but i was on for a minute. if i decide to ill post the screenshot of his haughty behavior. what an ass. bye boiiiiiii
so i blocked him. haha he didnt even want to be friends anymore and im like okay whatever.
if theres anything in life that ive learned is not everyone who comes in your life will be a true friend, and its obvious that i cant trust anyone so im keeping my mouth shut around them and observing. most of them i dont care if i ever talk to them again. paddy is different of course, i could always talk to him.
im still at my thankless shitty ass job. lol my work is being assholes again. and thankfully one old battle axe is leaving. shes retiring. but then that means the other battle axe will take her place. this is gonna suck.
so all in all, i really dont have a reason to keep going anymore. how sorrowful i am when i wake in the morning and going through the day. lol so this is life, huh?
theres nothing else in life really once you're older and.... uh...
you find out that you really don't enjoy things that you used to. or that might just be my constant depression bugging the hell out of me again, who knows.
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