my boyfriend just disappeared with no explanation. not sure why. He ignored my messages on whatsapp and everything. I guess I really wasn't mean to be in his life... I bet he went back to his ex girlfriend like his dad wanted him to.
Wellity well, what should I do now? he promised that he would never leave but guess what? i was crying so hard that i really dont know what to do anymore...
as soon as i thought love really worked out for me guess what? best part is, he disappeared from twitter and whatsapp. everything.
i think he went back to his ex. he was too embarrassed to tell me. well guess what? he broke me.
i havent cried this hard in a really long time...
love sucks.
fuck love.
i was sick all day and didnt sleep a wink last night.
i bet he did.
so to deal with my heartbreak, ive been reposting sad quotes and stuff on twitter to help me deal with this shit. i hate love. fuck love. i hate it that he just left without a word...
its like i never mattered...
of course its going to hurt me, what the fuck do you think would happen??
im going to quote some lyrics to help me get out my pain and anger and sadness...
"Hope as left me fucking shattered
Someone's standing on my chest
Alone would be a pleasant change from here
How do you gauge loneliness?
Have you ever felt so alone?
It feels like the light will never reach me here
I am choking back my longing for shed tears
So strangulated by my lonesome fears
Please don't worry too much, it only hurts when I breathe
It only hurts when I breathe (when I breathe)
This only hurts every time I breathe." -Atreyu lyrics
sadness...is all that i feel. i used to believe in love and i was so happy. and this is what you do to me
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